Confused!!! HELP ME!!!!!!

hi....
i am very confused...
Okay
1. Everyone wants me to do Cross Country this year. I've done it the past 2 years, and this would be my last and final year to do it. But I don't want to. Plus I'm the slowest person on the team, not an exaggeration last year at the meets i always came in 2nd to last. Yeah im that bad, nd if im already bad and don't have enthumiasm then I'll be 10 times as bad! But if i don't do it I'll have disappointed a bunch of ppl. My coach (Mrs.Thomas), My best friend (Miranda), and My Parents (mom and dad) (yes they did need parentheses). I just feel there are some more things I wanna do this season, i mean its gonna be spring, plus I'm gonna try really hard for a 4.0 in the last quarter! I've failed for the last three quarters but I really think if i try hard enough I could do it in the last quarter. I also have to get 20 vouleenter hours by the begginning of May! And yeah that pretty much sounds impossible cuz i've had since September to get that dsone and Im waiting till the last minute! UGH there is seriosuly something wrong with me! I'm Just, idk, I have a lot I want to accomplish, and im just not sure about any of it!

2. My best friend confuses me to death! She is so confusing (yes Miranda i'm talking about u)
(i don't think she reads this anywayz) but she makes me so confused, and it's like she tries to confuse me. It's a really long story involving popcorn and blue berry waffles (and when we talk about them they aren't food). And oh well u would get the point if u understood everything and u don't so u don't understand and now I'm just confusing myself about whatever i just said. SEE WHAT HAPPENS!!! I am a confused teenager, they say teens have it easy, yeah sure we don't have to pay bills or even go to work EVERY day, but do they know what we DO have to deal with. If they only knew what was going on in this century..... =(

3.Friday was fun! I went to Wyoming park... that was uh...interesting..... im still not entirly sure what high school I wanna go to but I'm prolly gonna choose grand River Prep, but eh im not so sure about that. Anyway that wasn't the fun part that was just intersting and kinda funny... (and while we were in the waiting room my mom was singing Adam Lambert... that was odd) But anywayz went to the mall after that, like I said we pretended to be 12 so we could c planet 51, i had already seen it but it was fun. Then we walked around a little saw some ppl: Kali, Josh, Nathan, Mitch, Alexis, Nick, and the volleyball team. Yeah lots of ppl, that was also interesting. (apparently interesting is my word to discribe Friday) then we went to c Alice and Wonderland in 3D. It was really good, kind of icky at some parts, funny at others, and sad at some parts. (i didn't cry for once but i almost did). It was a sold out theater. we sat 3rd row from the front. There were these really hot guys in front of us and next to miranda, most of them were with gf's thou... =[.. but when they 1st got in there i was SOOO over whelmed with the smell of colong, it smelled good but geez... HAHA, then miranda spent the nite after that! it was kinda borin, but we watched Justin Bieber on QVC (yes he was on QVC i thought it was wierd too) that boy is so hot, and yeah, i want his new cd comes out on the 23rd! YES!!!!!

BAYLEE'S GOALS!
1. Learn to Skateboard
2. Learn to Play Guitar
3. Take a picture a day, and post it! (also 4 my wall)
4. Get a 4.0 in quarter 4!

I can do it! I'll make it through!
Love you!
~Baylee
p.s. Happy Pi day! (3.14159) ha ha ha yes!

QUOTE OF THE DAY(SONG LYRIC):
"I'm freakin out where am I now? Upside downa nd I can't stop it now! Can't stop me now! I, I'll get by. I, I'll survive. When the worlds crashing down, when i fall and hit the ground. I will turn myself around. Don't you try to stop me! I, I won't cry!
From Avril Lavinge's Alice (this is not mine, nor am i claiming it to be mine)